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2021.09.19 00:14 jenkem93 [WTB] Steiner P4xi (FL)

Looking to spend somewhere in the $600 range depending on condition and inclusion of mount. Thanks
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2021.09.19 00:14 ToddJustWorks Praise Todd Howard

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2021.09.19 00:14 djavanza Haven't seen this posted in a while. Remember, after taxes!

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2021.09.19 00:14 ToddJustWorks Praise Todd Howard

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2021.09.19 00:14 davidgogi Daft Punk - Veridis Quo (piano cover)

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2021.09.19 00:14 GetMati A family member of my crush's family has passed away . Should i use this to get closer to her ?

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2021.09.19 00:14 Low_Sky_723 So much cheaper on PCS.

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2021.09.19 00:14 Reyedeku We did it boys

we attacked to PraisePongKrell and it went well until the mod came in now they banned everyone and deleted the posts i think we have failed
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2021.09.19 00:14 ToddJustWorks Praise Todd Howard

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2021.09.19 00:14 23yoVegetable Vent - mom's boyfriend is abusive

Hi everyone I'm new here. First off I'm glad this group exists, especially when I'm having a rough day.
I badly need to vent and will gladly take advice/thoughts, so here goes
My mom has been togethemarried with a guy since around 2012 when I was like 13 years old. The first time I met him I instantly got a bad gut feeling, and I was right. He has treated me like shit by not caring for me at all, for example; never trying to get to know me or asking how school/my day was, bullied me mentally by for example calling me a brat, whenever he got mad he started slamming objects like doors and triggering PTSD and not caring about it even though my mom told him about it ( from my biological dad who abused me psychologically), pretending like he didn't hear me/see me when I said hello while coming home.
The worst thing though is how he turned my mom against me and proceeded to treat her like shit, and making her treat me like shit aswell and having them gang up on me OR treat me like air. We could have dinner together and none of them could hardly look at me, but if I left without saying anything my mom could shout "well fuck you then!". One time they thought me and my boyfriend spent too little time with them while we were on holiday so they proceeded to have a screaming match at me when we were alone, and despite me saying they were giving me a panic attack they proceeded to shout. He also loved to punish me for every little thing I did wrong in the house, if I forgot hair on the floor in the shower he balled it up and put it in my toiltet bag. When my mom and I rarely had nice moments alone in the apartment without him, he would quickly pick up if we were having a fun time together and killed it by passive aggressive by slamming doors, mumbling swear words, saying that he all of a sudden was going to sleep angrily or whatever he could come up with just to kill the mood or get moms attention. When I was alone with him in the evenings and mom had to work late he would always get furious and roam around screaming, slamming things, calling her and telling her to come home even though she literally couldn't because work and calling her nasty things like a cow etc.
Mom has time and time again tried to leave him and we even had to move out two times and live at my grandparents house and one time in a tiny cottage because she was afraid he would hurt us physically. This spring she made an attempt when she found out that he had been texting and meeting up with one of his students (!!!!) that were at most 18 years old only behind her back. She ended up staying in my tiny apartment with me for around a week. I have never seen her more sad and panicked in my entire life and it shook me to my core. She then proceeded to slowly get back together with him and telling me about how much fun they were having, leaving me feeling used as her hobby pscyhologist frankly, and instead turning all her anger towards my grandparents because she claims they were mean to her in her childhood and even gave her C-PTSD. This experience competely drained me and I had to get back on antidepressants in May this year to manage my everyday life (I took them for 6 months in 2019 wich helped me but then I felt more stable and got scared of the side effects so I stopped). So she has always gone back to him, expecting that she could change him.This is a pattern she has had with several men, including my dad.
I finally moved out in 2018 (thank god) and got some space from them both. Since then I have gotten less and less time with her boyfriend, and me and my mom have come a long way in healing our relationship and she treats me better and really tries to make things better, but she can still be toxic in other ways now. For example she can still use me as her hobby psychologist, but she can sometimes manage to catch herself doing it and apologize. I have learned more about how I can take care of myself and set boundries, but it can be so hard to say no when it's someone I care so deeply about. Even though she's done/can do things that really hurt me it gives me so much mixed feelings when I can understand why she does it. Because when I understand why I feel so much empathy for her and that makes it harder to say no. I've been seeing therapists since forever and I have Finally found one who fits me so well, I am deeply grateful for that.
What has caused me to do this vent right now is that she has once again told me that she is leaving her boyfriend. They used to be married but divorced this spring. What stresses me out the most is that even though she has my grandparents to turn to (even though they've been arguing they're always there to support her) I'm the only one she's really close to/is not in an argument with. When shit hit the fan this morning and she decided to leave him, they picked her up and took her to their house. But because I know that they're not really in a great place in their relationship and she says she wants to spend time with me now I feel so anxious and like a huge amount of pressure is put on me. She has no close friends because her boyfriend has completely killed her social life and brainwashed her to spend time only with him, controlling her every move.
Mom has told me that her boyfriend has started to break furniture when he's angry, and just today he threatened to kill her with his car and speeded up from behind just to swerve the last second. There's even a rumor in my family that he has taken a choke hold on her, but she says that it's false. I have no idea how he treats her now that they have lived alone wich makes me very worried, and especially now that he's absolutely furious.
I honestly really don't know how I will get through this another time. Even if she 1. Goes through with it and gets an own aparment like she says she will now, or 2. if she relapses and gets back together with him it will be a painful time ahead for me. If nr 1 happens I will like mentioned before be one of her few support people and she has expressed that she hates being alone and wants to spend a lot of time together. Wich often ends up in her venting what he's done to her and how she feels wich is really heavy shit. And I really don't have the mental or emotional capacity for that right now as I was already struggling with my everyday life, healing trauma and living with generalized anxiety disorder. Nr 1 is ofcourse what I hope will happen because I want her to be safe, healthy and content. Although it will still be really heavy for me and I feel like I can't handle it. And if nr 2 happens I will be heartbroken once again by seeing my mom getting abused by him, and literally worried for her life.
I've been living with this chaos for so long that I feel like I can't hold on much longer. Like I said I am seeing a psychiatrist and I also have an amazing and supporting boyfriend and close friends. And my antidepressants are helping me from panicking/crying like crazy. Even though I am struggling to have the emotional energy. More and more frequently I feel such a numbness, hopelessness or anxiousness that I just want to quit my job, quit taking my meds and just let all this shit Im feeling come out and really try to heal myself. Because in this western culture I'm living in I barely have the energy to work (I'm working as a mailman wich is soulcrushing to me who is a very social person who likes to be active, but I sit alone in a car 99% of the day on the countryside) and do chores like cooking and having a social life. Yesterday (before this happened) I didn't have the time or energy to wash my hair or working-clothes in a week and I smelled like complete shit.
Things I used to love like singing and creating art feels like a chore now sadly and a lot of things just feels like a temporary distraction from the weight of living, from all this drama in my family and my anxiety. I really don't want to sound ungrateful, because I am deeply grateful for everything that I have like my friends, boyfriend, a place to live, food, a nice psychologist etc. But I also need to be honest with how I feel. Now I spend too much time thinking about how things will turn out with my mom, my future within work, if I spend my time on this earth as well as I can, existancial crisis bla bla..
To sum it up: I really don't know if I'll be able to handle this current crisis with my mom and it makes me terrified both for her and me. I get major catastrophic thoughts about her not getting the support she needs from me or my grandparents and ending up killing herself, her boyfriend killing her, me getting burned out from all this emotional baggage, me risking my relationship with friends/boyfriend because all this drama with family brings me down and is heavy for them aswell... I'm just terrified for me, moms and my loved ones health and furute. The only thing I can think of is trying to set healthy boundries between her and me for how often we meet or talk about heavy subjects so I don't get overwhelmed. I'm also reminding me not to try and "fix" her or her situation, because she has to do it herself if she wants to, I can only "cheer" her on and show my love in other ways.
Please keep your fingers crossed/pray/whatever you do that we will be safe and become healthier under these trying times. I always wish for your wellbeing when I have an opportunity to make an "eyelash wish" (I hope that's not only a swedish thing lol)
It feels good to be able to just blurt it all out, I don't know if it makes sense though I'm tired as fuck. But thank you to this community for existing.
Sending you all a virtual hug and love.
P.S check out ChillhopMusic on youtube for some relaxing music if you haven't heard of it already, it really calms me down.
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2021.09.19 00:14 Captainjunker What is better?

Idk I need help deciding
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2021.09.19 00:14 tendopain777 Suggestions for career selection.

Had my mcat on 6th of Sept which I barely passed. Tbh I had a Frickin month and I'm satisfied with the result knowing that I had just studied phy and Chem. And yes f** pmc for not giving us enough time. So I have the option to go for private medical universities. Wanted some suggestions if it is the right decision or should I go for some other fields like biotechnology?
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2021.09.19 00:14 ToddJustWorks Praise Todd Howard

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2021.09.19 00:14 1mary1 Sleepy boy

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2021.09.19 00:14 CookingandShooting My dragon tongue beans are finally ready! I have a 100 foot row of these

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2021.09.19 00:14 ImaginaryGain5683 The time has come to pick a side (repost since my og post got deleted cause I didn't know a rule :/ )

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2021.09.19 00:14 lfaltersack Peewee gaskins

I was listening to a podcast about peewee gaskins they said there is a lot of myths and legends about him That he could be responsible for 100-200 deaths, he was a hijack killer idk think so, and that he was a cannibal. On the podcast he said there isn't enough support these stories. So I was wondering what you think, and how they came up with he was a cannibal.
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2021.09.19 00:14 ORIBOU53163 Quitting

Hi! First post on here don’t know if I’ll get in trouble for posting this . Decided to quit after a few months of thinking it out . Honestly scribing was really fun at first exciting , everyone was pretty nice doctors included . Overtime I’m unsure as to what happened but I was getting the feeling to where I woke up and just didn’t want to go and that continues up until today. I entered this job because I wanted to see if medicine was something I wanted to do because I was excited about the field. To make things short probably not but there’s still that little interest . It might be situational because of Covid or Family concerns , maybe it’s the hours or wage, but I got a gut feeling this wasn’t it. I started to only working for the money now rather than because of interest . I gave my chief a 3 1/2 month notice. I think at this moment the risk outweighs the benefit , this week I went to work after I worked the previous 2 days with no sleep.I was so tired I was having small hallucinations! Most days I was getting in one meal because all I had time for was school and sleep. The job by itself is fine but combined with school , bills, and health (mentally and physically) it’s taken its toll, and doing it without the passion is worse.I’m a little disappointed in myself but it wasn’t a complete waste of time! learned more than I ever did before. By the time I go it will be around 8 months. There’s more to it but that’s my experience.I haven’t selected a major yet so if I did want to jump back into medicene I will at a private practice but it’s unlikely .
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2021.09.19 00:14 Parking-Letterhead43 Favourite sitcoms

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2021.09.19 00:14 nicoleonardo Sally dog NFT #1 - the first one

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2021.09.19 00:14 ToddJustWorks Praise Todd Howard

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2021.09.19 00:14 gogoman Requesting GuestPost - Inactive mod, would like to improve and grow it

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