Ex forced anal sex onto me? Was this rape?

2021.09.18 23:57 BlackBerry0123 Ex forced anal sex onto me? Was this rape?

I had an ex for a number of years who was very dominating and all about him and his pleasure. I was naive insecure and desperate to keep someone in my life. He was really into anal sex when I wasnt. I would go along with it and didnt like it at all. He would get very rough with it and be moaning extrmely loudly while I felt violated and horrible this was happening to me.
I tried to not do it as much as possible but he would demand "give me your ass" and I'd feel a lot of pressure. I thought he just had an extremely high sex drive and I personally didnt enjoy it a lot of the time but went along with it because I didnt want to lose him. He would be so rough sometimes I would say this is a bad idea stop I'm worried about faeces. He would keep going, and next thing it would be warm he would say and he would take his penis out and he had been so rough that he caused faeces to come out of my intestinal tract. He would then humiliate me by taking it out and I would feel so humiliated by it I would run and get wipes because he would just stand there going ewww.
I ended up saying I'm doing anal sex anymore. I dont enjoy it and your way to aggressive. It was like he was ramming a pole trying to get into my intestinal tract and felt horrible. One night we were having regular sex, looking back now he was always behind me dominating me. I never liked having sex with him other ways because he would say " is that all you can do" and be demeaning of me. This was regular sex and you could tell he was bored of it next thing I know he is poking around the anus and I said stop no. He end up ramming it in and going full aggressive with it. I tried to move my body to get him off me and be kept getting more and more aggressive banging me down. I didnt want to scream because his family was in the next room. I lied there feeling powerless while he had his way with me. He ends up finishing which is all he cared about and I said why did you do that, he made out it was nothing, and went to sleep. I never saw any of this as rape at all, I always felt he was just sexually deviant or something and I put up with it and felt bad about it, but now looking at it it didnt feel as consensual as I thought back then. Am i overreacting?
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2021.09.18 23:57 seacobs France recalls ambassadors to U.S., Australia over submarine deal

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2021.09.18 23:57 untold_nostalgia String of Stars. [OC]

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2021.09.18 23:57 DDipu Is it possible to tell someone's gender from how they write?

Without them explicitly stating their gender lol.
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2021.09.18 23:57 Kittysparkle101 Apple Core

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2021.09.18 23:57 Sokron Long time lurker here!! Here are some artifacts for Kokomi!! I only need an HP% Sands and upgrade a lot some of the artifacts, but I believe I have some nice contenders, any constructive criticism is welcome.

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2021.09.18 23:57 TonkaButt [WTS] Sig P365 slide with X ray sights - (NY)

Looking to sell my stock P365 slide to fund an optic ready slide.
Low round count (approx 200). Will come with X-ray night sights installed. No salt. In great condition. Will not come with barrel or recoil spring.
Asking $195 shipped. Or will trade towards an optic ready slide plus cash on my end.
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2021.09.18 23:57 Chrisseffery I’m not sure what attraction I’m experiencing

Just as the title says, Im very confused on what I feel for this one person at my school.
Backstory: In 7th grade I met this person and they were really chill, we talked a bit because we sat together in 2 classes (not by choice, it was just the seating arrangement), and I felt aesthetic attraction towards them because of their hair (mainly). I’m now in 10th grade and they’re in my classes and for some reason they keep sticking out to me a lot. In 9th grade they were in one of my classes and i felt “drawn”(?) to them again, and now the feeling is even stronger this year. I’m not sure about 8th grade since they weren’t in any of my classes but I’m pretty sure I still thought about them, though not excessively.
I’m aroace so it’s 100% not romantic attraction and after talking to people what I’m feeling doesn’t fit romantic attraction. Whenever I think about me and them being in a romantic relationship/doing romantic things I feel nothing but indifference, and it just doesn’t feel right. It’s not sexual attraction either, and don’t lust for them. I’m also 85% sure I don’t experience platonic attraction either and that doesn’t seem to fit either. I’ve been extremely confused and have been leaning towards alterous attraction but I’m still not sure. I don’t need/want to be close to them, emotionally or physically, but they just stick out compared to everyone else. I’ve just been thinking it’s been aesthetic attraction this whole time but it feels strange that i’ve been experiencing aesthetic attraction towards this person for over 3 years now.
If anyone has experienced something like this or knows what this is called I’d greatly appreciate it! It’s been bugging me ever since school started, which was only 2 weeks ago, and it’ll kill me if i don’t get answers (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`) it’s also super distracting because all I can think about is what type of attraction (if any) that I’m experiencing towards this person.
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2021.09.18 23:57 00110010110 Found bike

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2021.09.18 23:57 disneydorky Swollen nostril?

Swollen nostril? I have an umbrella cockatoo, who is acting totally normal, but over the last few days I've noticed that I can hear him breathing. I wouldn't call it labored or wheezing, but he's louder than he's been in the past and his right nostril appears to be closed, see photo. I'm going to try a shower and then call the vet on Monday, but does anyone have any recommendations or experience with this? He's acting totally normal, eating well, playing, etc. so I'm not TOO worried, but also want to look into it. Thanks
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2021.09.18 23:57 Background-Parsnip84 Week went well only worked 5 days

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2021.09.18 23:57 nemuisu How long does it take for a written contract to be made after verbal offer?

Verbally accepted an offer yesterday evening (Friday). Still waiting for emailed contract after 24hours(Saturday). I did politely request at the interview Friday to expedite their decision because I had a couple other offers I was sitting on, so I’m guessing they might have given me the offer while their normal contract paperwork isn’t ready yet. Should I wait until Monday to email them and ask?
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2021.09.18 23:57 cutegrapefrute Brand new to the hobby & wanting to show crappy workmanship

I just set up my 1st aquarium recently and put lots of plants 😍 So far the inhabitants are Stan the mystery snail and his hitchhiker friends & Ryuji the betta.

Call me a noob but pls don't be mean 😅
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2021.09.18 23:57 Hopeful_Amphibian_38 what kind of modulation am I seeing ?

Hi, I recently purchased a chafon uhf-rfid reader. I was curious how the signal the reader sends out to read the tags would look like. so I ramped up my hackrf and monitored the signal.
but now i am kind of confused. the signal I am seeing doesnt seem to align with what is described in the epc gen2 document where the reader should either send DSB/SSB-ASK or PR-ASK. which would not look like this. However when looking at the signal you can identify the framesync and data-0 data-1 signals. so what modulation type is this and why is (complex2mag or complex2mag^2) most of the time zero. I am a bit confused about this. see screenshot of the signal below. maybe someone more familiar with rf and uhf rfid can shed some light on this ?
screenshot: signal from chafon reader
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2021.09.18 23:57 YOMIBucci How to get layups?

I’m evoing my trae young rn and it’s hard to get open layups. Can anyone drop a method?
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2021.09.18 23:57 musicfan2019 Award-Winning Author & Singer/Songwriter STEVE HEIGHTON Rises Above Tragedy To Release “Don’t Remember Me"

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2021.09.18 23:57 DramaticWolverine997 💰 Baby Solana - 16% Solana Rewards - Just Fair-Launched 💰

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2021.09.18 23:57 nopara73 Privacy Guarantees of Wasabi Wallet 2.0: How Wabisabi Works

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2021.09.18 23:57 DecodingSerenity Sometimes people just let you down.

I know you have to depend on other people sometimes. But every single time when it mattered, people that told me that there would be there for me have let me down. Small things, like if I ask them to buy me some milk that I forgot to buy when I went to the supermarket and they say they will but they don't. Or slightly big things, like the said they will help me move but they back out at the last minute.
And it's not like I can't handle sh*t on my own, but like I said, it's nice to have some help sometimes. And it's not like I don't ask well in advance either! I ask, I confirm and I reconfirm and they still don't help out.
And it's not just material stuff. Like, they always use me as a shoulder to cry on, or to drop them to the airport or to give advice or help out with assignments and coursework. And the stupid POS that I am, I think, "Oh they trust me, that must mean I can trust them too." But no, that's not what that meant at all. All it was is that I was a convenient tool they could use as a means to an end. A convenient albeit stupid tool. And all of these people are my friends! And it's not like I need help with assignments or a shoulder to cry on or ask for advice. I'm good, I got this, I don't need it. But I have my down days too. I'm not as tough as my mom thinks I am. That's only for her benefit. So she isn't sad about the fact that her kid handles every f**king thing on her own because people just let her down anyway. I just don't even ask for help anymore.
This never happens to shitty people tho! They continue to treat people like crap but everyone still helps them. For whatever reason, I don't know!
I'm tired of being used and cast away as people please. How many more times am I going to give people the benefit of the doubt only for them to let me down again?! I want to be nice. I don't just refuse people for no reason. I don't back out of promises I make. I'm not the kind of person to turn someone away when it's in my power to easily help them out. And yet here I am, so utterly hurt by it that I've resorted to whining about it on the internet.
Sorry if this was repetitive and pointless. I've had a really rough day.
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2021.09.18 23:57 twinwaffel Help me out, please?

So im almost 4 years togheter with my girlfriend and i love to wear one piece swilsuits. She knows and has seen me in a red string bodysuit i wear most night to sleep in. Bought it as a joke to wear on valentines night and after that I told her it fits so nice and that i like wearing it. She said somethimes its weird butt she is okay with me sleeping in it most of the nights.
Now i want to tell her about this "fetish" of me butt i dont know where to start or how to tell her. I bought myself a black speedo swimsuit and i really want to wear it around her.
Thanks in advance
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2021.09.18 23:57 lowkitz Rant about WagWorld

I have been working here since May as a CSA, it was fine up until a couple months ago when the old SM got promoted and all the other manager type people left to another store. Then everyone else quit and the last couple months have been hell. They said they HAVE to have me work 10 hours more than I said I can work because everyone else has quit and the shift leads all have school. This week has been especially bad I've worked 8 days in a row when none of the shift leads work more than 3 in a row. The store manager is out for 2 months, and I had to unload a 700 piece truck with my only help being a old lady from another store that didn't even know she was doing truck and somehow it's my fault it was fucked up. I am the only associate that can work past 4, and I am not making nearly enough money to work at this shit show. It doesn't help that now my SM has put most of the shift lead responsibilities as CSA responsibilities too now. Nothing gets done, truck isn't done because they just sit around bitching about how much there is and how disorganized it is. I don't know what to do I don't get stressed or angry easily but I am really at my breaking point. The only reason I stayed after I put my two weeks in a few weeks ago is that I was told in October we'd be getting a raise to $15/hr. I found out it's just gonna be 13/hr and Everytime I ask about it they say it's definitely$15/hr. I could go flip burgers for more money than I make being the hardest worker by far in my store.
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2021.09.18 23:57 hillnick_real If pain is french for bread

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